Shirt Order Update

First of all, to those of you who has already ordered a tee shirt or donated,


Seriously, from the bottom of our hearts thank you.  Just to know we have the love and support of others who want to help bring home our son is so touching and humbling.  We have no doubt the Lord's hand has been on this little boy's life from the start, and we pray every day that His glory will be first and for most in our adoption story.
So thank you for being a part of it - it is so much appreciated.

I often dream about coming home with him, arriving at the airport and seeing friends and family waiting to welcome us all home.  It would be pretty amazing to see these shirts in the crowd, a visual reminder to all those who helped make his homecoming a reality!

So when will you get the shirts?
Shirts will be shipping the beginning of February (just a little later than we planned - so sorry!), but the good news is that if you still want a shirt, you can still get one!

You have until Saturday, January 31st at 11:59 EST to order a shirt 
(2 great styles to choose from and shipping is free!).
100% of the profit will go directly towards adoption costs.
If you feel led to donate or order a shirt, 
we would be so excited for you to be a part of our son's story in this way.  
You can do so by clicking the picture of the shirt at the top right of the blog or click link below the photo.


THE call ... yes that one!

Friday October 24, 2014 - we got the call.

The one you wait for from the moment you begin the adoption journey.  The one that has someone on the other end telling you that after all the mountains of paperwork and months of waiting that you are getting ready to hear about and see your child's face for the first time - in our case, our little boy.

It was warm and sunny and Brandon and I were both home doing things around the house.  I think I was dusting or something when my phone rang.  The fact that it might be our adoption agency telling us we had been matched truly never even crossed my mind.  As soon as I saw the name I had to sit down and catch my breath.  It didn't even feel real.  After 3 years from beginning the process (almost) it was finally happening - it had just seemed so far away for so long.

To be honest it still does feel surreal at times.  Knowing you have a son that you can't hold, kiss, hug or play with, thousands of miles away ... it's hard.

We can't share much about him or show you his adorable face, but he is just that, adorable!  He has the biggest brown eyes with long eyelashes, a shy smile, and is approximately 3 years old (his birthday is unknown). 

So where are things now?  Well the next step is a court date.  Our paperwork is in Uganda now and hopefully being filed with the court sometime soon.  The courts take several weeks off for the holidays, so we most likely will not hear anything until mid-January or so.  Once we have a court date we can begin to make travel plans.  That piece is definitely overwhelming!  Anyone out there who has been and there and done that - email me all your advice!  

Many people have asked how they can help, so we wanted to share a little bit about that too.  

Obviously first and for most - prayer.  For his health and well-being (physical + emotional), for smooth filing of our paperwork, affordable flights (as much as an international flight can be!), swift movement through the Ugandan legal system, wisdom for us in parenting this sweet addition to our family, and for Liv to adjust well. 

Secondly, we have been saving over the last several years, but adoption fees are high and the recent referral fee required most of what we had left when we accepted the match.  We have decided to do a tee-shirt fundraiser, and our good friend James came up with an awesome design incorporating one of my favorite verses on it: 

Psalm 40:5
Many, Lord my God, are the wonders you have done, the things you planned for us.  None can compare with you; were I to speak and tell of your deeds, they would be too many to declare."

I love that he chose to include this verse - this beautiful truth - in the design.

We do serve a MIGHTY God who loves us so incredibly much and can truly do more than our human minds could imagine.  My struggle through infertility and adoption has really allowed me to come to believe this at the core of my soul, and I will continue to cling to it now as this process is anything but easy and predicable.  

If you feel led, we would love for you to have one of these shirts.   They will be a soft-style T-Shirt and we have two different colors for you to choose from! We will be doing pre-orders on the shirts and they will ship in January.  The shirts will cost $25 and 100% of the proceeds will go directly to help fund our adoption.   The shipping is FREE!   If you wish to make a donation greater than the cost of the shirts, you may do that by clicking the donate button below.

Thank you from the bottom of our hearts in advance for being a part of his story and helping to bring our little boy home.

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Real Freedom

Aside from instagram where I document family memories, I've been pretty silent on the blog/social media.  I've been focusing on living simply and the important things in life.  Over the past month we have seen lots of change, and our lives look quite different than they did the last time I wrote.  I won't lie and say it has been easy; it most certainly hasn't, but God sure is teaching me a lot.

Today as I was reading, the Lord spoke to me about how we can have freedom in submission.  When circumstances feel overwhelming or out of control, it's not up to me to fix them or spend my time and energy worrying the days away thinking I am alone to carry the weight of my burdens.  Burdens are not meant to be held or carried alone - He commands me to lay them at His feet.  

Letting go of hurt and pain and worry and control, submitting those things to Him on a daily basis, that is when we really get to experience true freedom and live the lives He has planned for us.  It's all-to-easy to listen to the lies of the enemy telling you to hold onto these things, because no one else can understand what you're going through and its safer to keep them to yourself.  That's simply not true.  

We can have encouragement in knowing we belong to Christ,
comfort from His unrelenting love,
and fellowship and support with other believers who are there to walk alongside us.

I love love love this verse from Revelation 21,

"this is the One we are submitting to friends - 
the One who will wipe every tear and make everything new."

Thank you Lord!


He Sees Me (and You!)

I'm not sure how many of you have heard of the online devotional site She Reads Truth, but it is awesome.  If you're looking for a guided quiet time, they have a gorgeous site with so many excellent plans packed with truth.

I've been a little behind in the current series Hebrews (just keeping' it real!), but when I sat down to read this morning after putting Liv down for her morning nap, I knew God had planned this specific post just for me for today.  I don't know why I'm surprised every time this happens, He is the God of the universe and knows every detail of my life.  I think He just knew I needed a little encouragement today, and I love that about Him.

You see I started back to school this week (eek!).  I have the opportunity to get my master's in nursing administration through a cohort program the hospital I work at occasionally offers with a nearby University.  I wasn't necessarily looking to go back to school right now, but you see if you get in, they pay for it - all of it.  Up front.  So here I am, going back to school after almost 5 years of being out, now with family, and to be honest I feel like I'm not sure what I got myself into.  As I started looking over the syllabus and assignments for this semester last night, I began to feel overwhelmed and anxious.

This entire post from today was like a gentle reminder from the Lord to calm down, get rid of distractions (throw them off!), keep in mind what my priorities should be and to just keep going with my eyes on Him.

I'm sure it won't always be easy, but it was such a needed word from the Lord that He sees my heart, He knows my cares and worries, and He is plenty big enough and well-equipped to hold all the details of my life in His hand.

And you know what?  He can hold yours too.

So this morning I'm re-focusing and putting my priorities down on paper as a physical and visible reminder in this new season to run with endurance and keep my eyes fixed on Him and only what's important.


Community + Being Brave

A while back my friend Wynne wrote this post and this post about being brave to share the hard parts of your story.  It really touched me, and ended up being the catalyst for me to finally write down my journey with infertility and begin to process all those emotions.  I've always been a pretty private person, but the Lord has shown me over the past few months that really good things and relationships bloom from being vulnerable when I share my story.  So thank you Wynne for being brave and inspiring lots of us to be brave too!

It has been really encouraging to see the ways the Lord has allowed me to share my story with others.  First on Wynne's blog  as part of her fertility Friday series, and recently on the beautiful Southern Mama and Child.  It's been really humbling to hear from so many of you (in person and online) walking through similar things with infertility.  I think the biggest blessing that comes from sharing the hard stuff you're going through is in knowing you're not alone.  I spent way too long feeling like I was the only one that could understand what I was going through, and that simply wasn't true.  Christ calls us to community, and we need one another more than ever when we're in the valleys.

Reach out in faith and be brave.  Find someone who needs a listening ear or an encouraging word.  Open up and share your struggles with someone who understands where you are.
I promise you won't regret it.